I am semi-hiding my pissed-offedness right now.
Have you ever been mad about something and it affects how you handle little tiny situations, like say perhaps you step on a little triangle plastic block and it feels like someone carved a cave into your sole with a rusty, dull knife, except probably like 10x’s less pain but still, you’re pissed off about one thing and it triggers you to yell muffled unrecognizable curse words because the baby is watching and you want to punch the stupid bucket from which the block is from, but yet again, the baby is watching so you just imagine slamming the bucket into the wall repeatedly until it breaks into small pieces? No?
I think I have unresolved anger management issues but that’s a whole nother story.
I recently interviewed with a local rec center to come on as a personal trainer and the job sounds almost perfect. WAY WAY WAYYYY better than what I’m doing now, which is basically being a janitor about 80% of the time and training people the rest, so the interview went great and the Coordinator I interviewed with basically made it sound like I had the job but she just had to run it by the big boss to make sure he didnt want to interview me himself. Welll, two weeks later and I still haven’t heard from her. No email. No phone call. I sent her an email, with her okay, with more questions that I had: no response. Okay, maybe it went to her spam. I tried calling last Tuesday asking if she could give me a call back: No response. I know I’m probably getting over excited about nothing, I usually do. It was Christmas and now its New Years week, more than likely she and/or he are out of town/not working as much so that’s where the delay is. But I don’t think they understand HOW BADLY I WANT TO START!!! I’m trying not to be a freakish stalker chic and call her all the time, but I’m SO ANXIOUS about this. I’m so burnt out where I’m at now and ready to quit and every day that goes by without word, I grow more and more pissy.
Plus, it’s freakin cold and windy as fuck outside so I can’t get out of the house with Landon and I go a little crazy when I’m cooped up all the time.
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